The Art Of Manifesting Your Divine Partner

Soy Lo Que Soy Lo Que Tengo Que Hacer..” @bombaestereo

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As I get ready for “The Art Of Manifesting Your Divine Partner” I can’t help to look back at my Long journey back to MYSELF.

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I am also experiencing very interesting energy of unconscious envy for my peace and happiness.  As people find out that I am in a beautiful healthy and safe relationship I have felt both genuine happiness from some and  others I can feel the energy of “how do I get that” but not in a good way”.

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I been sitting with this reality for a minute and it’s a double edge sword being this intuitive. I even questioned myself and thought your are  “crazy” but no it was shown to me time and time again there are people that see you so happy and in a beautiful connection that their desire becomes envy.

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What I do want to share is what people don’t see.  I posted these pictures of just some of many many trips I took ALONE! Many many selfies of me having dinner alone, going to concerts alone… The Art Of Manifesting your partner takes doing the painful work of healing your love wounds and beliefs about love.  For a lomg time I created this powerhouse avatar, sensual seductress fun and light woman that just wanted to have a good time out of protecting my heart. I didn’t want to admit that I wanted a true connection.

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It took many men hurting me and Also these same men taught me and gifted me beautiful lessons.  It took me grieving longing for a connection as I also decide to just live and not be an a relationship in order to listen to my HEART.  Last year did exactly that.

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Finally committing and doing what felt right to my soul.  Making myself sacred again, valuing my body, my touch, my words, my mind, and presence because for me this was the only way I would cultivate and harness my essence back to its purity.  My essence was watered down by meaningless, drive thru, intoxicating moments of lust disguise In love.  I had to stop the drive thru love and sharing my magical being with men that did not see me or appreciate my essence. I had to admit to myself that I was the one hurting myself by sharing my body and my energy with men that could not see me for a short live high.

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I say all this for 2 reasons! One for all you unconsciously sending me that energy of desiring and longing for a deep connection yet it come out as envy you can do it too! I have gone through sooooo much pain and many years of suffering to finally find myself in this space.  And not it’s not HIM that made happy I was already happy when met!

I was already free before him!

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I was already loving me before he came in!

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I already knew how to fill myself up before him!

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I already knew how to be completely happy alone before him!

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He was the mirror image of me! He is the embodiment of who I am.

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We are vibrational frequency match due to the work we both have done!

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Vibrational matches are what we are in energy form and we are both souls with pure hearts!

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I did the hard work, crying myself to sleep many nights, praying and finally deciding to just live!

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So you can do it too!  Stop with that desiring and step into believing you can attract your divine partner.

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And second Only through true vulnerability and embracing the pain that has blocked you from a true connection you will find your true love and that is YOU.  The partnership doesn’t not save you. The partnership comes after saving your self.  The partnership is the abundance the universe give you when you treat yourself in the same way god sees you! In the eyes of God you find love!